A life lived in fear is a life half lived

June 3rd, 2008

Its been since a long time...

6/3/08 06:01 pm

Wow... it had been mths since i actually entered an entry.

I had been... Busy?? Nah... i guess im just too lazy to type. Had been just occupying my days with my nokia job, im surprised by how diligent am i. Had never knew i could put up with so many hours of standing for such a pathetic pay cheque.

Im still single, still crazy over sex and the city, still yearning for an apple iphone, still waiting apprehensively for the commence of my uni life.
2 more months till the start of school, i really need to start getting my brain to work!!!

Sex and the city was really FABULOUS!! Oh ya... like can my description get any more gay. Kristen Davis a.k.a Charlotte York was really so so so fantastic and her acting was so outstanding. I'm so gonna catch it for e 2nd time. Hellloooo Lovers....!!!

Current Location: Starbuck Paragon
Current Mood: bored
Current Music: Fergie - Labels or Love

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February 1st, 2008

Sick...

2/1/08 04:43 pm

Cough... Fever... Sore Throat... Flu... Can i get even more sick??

Sigh, i had been having this fever on and off for the past 3 days, the highest it went was 40 degrees, I felt like im on e verge of dying. Mom had to send me down to e hospital in e middle of e night to get an injection on my butt. My right butt cheek was numb for like 2 days after the injection. I think i must had contracted this 'dunno wtf' virus at my workplace, as i deal with so many customers everyday.

Looking at the brighter side, i haven't been able to enjoy 3 full days of off days in the longest time. I had been so busy working my ass off over at Nokia. Why am i working so hard?? It is all for the cause of my NYC trip this coming march!!

I'm totally filled with anticipation over the NYC trip, there r so many things that i wanna do.
1) Sex & the city tour
2) Shoop... Shooop... Shoooop...
3) Some sight seeing i guess... I suppose im meeting niq to watch e Niagara Falls. I so wanna drive over from Manhattan, but i have to do it discreetly without my paranoia mom finding out as she is so against me driving in countries which practises driving on the left side. But what is US without a road trip!
4) Wondering whether will i be able to meet Clara over at US... Hopefully she manages to plan a trip that will coincide with my stay there.

My 21st birthday is drawing closer day by day, but i'm just not enthralled by it. The thought of organizing a party is such a turn off, i hate to trouble myself with all these unneccessary stuffs. Alrighty, in another words, im just plain LAZY... Tentatively, i will be holding my birthday celebration with 2 of my other friends at this cafe called Global Sound which is situated at Ann Siang, for those that r coming and dunno where it is, pls GOOGLE it!!

Time for my daily dosage of F.R.I.E.N.D.S!! Dad bought the whole entire collection of Friends for me (:
This was how i actually spent my 3 sick days, sleeping and friendsing...

Current Mood: crappy
Current Music: Janet Jackson - Feedback

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November 14th, 2007

Linkin Park

11/14/07 05:48 pm

Guess what!! I actually went for Linkin Park's concert last night... although i barely know their songs well enough to actually sing along, i mean SHOUT along. This is my 3rd concert of the year so far, after Christina Aguilera's and Black Eyed Peas. I have to say Christina's concert was still the best out of these 3, cause i paid for the tix!!! *biasness*

But yaaaa... i still managed to shout along with those few famous tunes like crawling, faint, numb... the rest i dun even really know the song title. Oh well, i shan't complain when i did not pay a single cent for their concert. I have to say that i'm really very amazed by how Chester can shout and shout and shoooouuuuuttttttt through the whole concert without actually losing his voice. It took me just to a few songs before i can barely shout anymore...

Working at cali fitness tmr again... Sigh!!
Hopefully i will manage to get at least 3 customers up to cali, i wanna earn some commissions... any supporters??

Current Mood: amused
Current Music: Faith Hill - Lost

Britney Spears "Real" VMA Choreography

11/14/07 02:00 am

It looks so much better than what britney had actually performed.
She is really just too lazy nowadays.

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November 12th, 2007

Succumbed by laziness

11/12/07 04:57 pm

I had been lazing around for the last few days, i'm slowly getting accustomed to this kind of lifestyle.
Spending the day at home and the night out suppering/chilling out with friends.

I had always been looking forward to taking a "sabbatical", but this sabbatical that i had always envisaged is starting to feel over-rated. Although life is carefree and I can be insouciant to whatever is happening around me, I don't seem to be enjoying much of it. I'm starting to envy my peers who r either studying or working now, at least they have a goal to work towards which might turn out rewarding. I suppose humans will never ever be satisfied with their current situation. Only when we indulge in reminiscence that we will remember how enjoyable life was actually at that point of time which we weren't even aware of.

I'm really looking forward to my nokia job interview tomorrow, really hope that i will be accepted. It might be a stepping stone for me as my dad was advicing me to keep my options open, don't solely think of working in the financial sector.

Darren Hayes's new album actually consist of quite a number of gems. I think he is one of the most under-rated artist for now. I only got to know recently that he had came out of the closet, old news for many i suppose.

Current Mood: peaceful
Current Music: The Click 5 - Empty

November 11th, 2007

I want another dog...

11/11/07 07:56 pm

Was at my mom's friend's petshop today.
There was this 2yrs old Beagle that is up for adoption.
She was so chubby and cute!!! She just laid down for me to stroke her back.

I want it so badly... I had always wanted a Beagle.
But my mom said our jack russell at home is already such a rascal, we cannot afford to have 2 hyper-active dogs at home. Sigh...

Current Mood: gloomy
Current Music: Britney Spears - Toy Soldier

November 10th, 2007

Afternoon nap...

11/10/07 05:54 pm

What does dogs do most of the time??

Ans: SLEEP

This is especially true for my dog, when there is nobody playing with her, she will just spend her day sleeping away.

Snapped this photo of her napping away this afternoon.
She has all the funny sleeping positions... n only recently that she learnt to appreciate the dogbed that i had bought for her.

Current Mood: full
Current Music: Take That - Shine On

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November 9th, 2007

Working working...

11/9/07 12:51 am

Today was my first day working (:

I feel so USEFUL today!!! My anorexic piggy bank is finally gonna start gaining weight again (:

Working as a outdoor sales promoter for cali gym is actually more tiring than i had envisaged it to be. My back is totally aching now, as a consequence of the long hours of standing around. No wonder people is always complaining that sales job are the most tedious and arduous.

Maylene and I managed to pull 6 people in, althought 3 of the 6 were actually our friends. Ha... so in actual fact we had only pulled 3 people up to cali for the tour, PATHETIC!!!

But the crowd at Novena velocity is like so family orientated, it is actually rather difficult to find people who are willing to spend 15mins of their time to visit gym. Alas, we spent most of our time just chit-chatting, laughing... and of course SHOPPING!!! Thank goodness i did not buy anything today, im practising self-constrain now. The first step to a leading a frugality life is to practise self-constrain. Maybe i should just leave my atm card home the next time when i know im goin "window" shopping with my friends.

Tomorrow will be another long day for me. I will be heading down to the raffles branch to do promoting. Hopefully i will get at least 2 people up to the gym. *fingers crossed*

Time to head back to bed for my beauty sleep.

Goodnight (:

Current Mood: tired
Current Music: Jason Mraz - I'm Yours

November 7th, 2007

I'm DIRT broke!!!

11/7/07 01:59 pm

I impulsively bought a pair of Fred Perry shoes yesterday!!
Which means i'm even more broke now!! I have to really declare bankrupcy soon... Dunno whether will i still get any army pay for the last time. I really need to start getting allowance from my mom if i'm not gonna get my nokia job soon.
My interview is being postponed from tomorrow to the following Tuesday, because that guy that suppose to interview me din realise that tomorrow is a public holiday. Urgh... so my job is being delayed again.

Anyway, tomorrow i will be working as some promoter for cali fitness novena for a day. Hopefully i will be able to at least drag one person to sign up for e tour. Working on a public holiday... what a life!!

Current Location: Hall...
Current Mood: grumpy

November 5th, 2007

I finally changed my email add...

11/5/07 11:56 pm

HURRAY!! I finally overcame my laziness to change my email add, which i had always wanted to change it but i was just succumbed by laziness.

My new email/msn add is byranosaurus@hotmail.com

Do add my new addy onto ur msn contact list, as i will slowly abandon my old msn add... Thanks (:

Current Mood: accomplished

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Leading a life of frugality

11/5/07 05:45 pm

Sigh!!!
What is wrong with the stockmarket...
The stocks that used to be performing well are underperforming now, while shitty stocks like Osim and Creative is finally moving up now. Urgh... learnt my lesson well this time, never jump into the bandwagon of china stocks. Stucked with Sinostar which is like totally going downhill now...

Maybe playing stockmarket ain't as easy as i thought it would be. But we do learn things along the way?
People are always telling me that at the age of 20, it is a little too early to be involved in the stockmarket. At such young age, our judgement won't be mature enough. I guess if im able to start young, i would had seen the different situations that can happen in the stockmarket by the time i step into the working world. By then i should have a better judgement on the investments that are more beneficial to my portfolio.

Even my dad is afraid that im might not want to work in the future if im gonna make such easy money now.

At least im not into things like Sunshine Empire, which i personally feel is like a total big fraud waiting to be unfolded. I had heard so many of my friends telling me that their peers that are working for Sunshine are doing so well that they are all owning BMWs. Hmmm... i didn't get to see that much BMWs at the parking lot the other time when i was there. I'm gonna be sadistic here, but i really just can't wait to see the day when the Sun will just set.

Dinner time...

Current Mood: annoyed

Home on a Sunday night...

11/5/07 01:02 am

It feels exceptionally good to be home on a Sunday night. No more book in by 2230 anymore, no more last min packing of my book in bag, no more late night catching up with bunkmates on e happenings during their weekends...
Starting to miss booking in actually, GAWD!!! I must outta my mind to be even have that thought!! Blogging now while waiting for my 1 litre of tears show to finish loading on youtube. Connection had been really slow recently, suspecting someone might be tapping onto my home's connection. I'm still waiting for my show to load... n i really have nothing substantial to blog about now... My mind is really retarding from all the sleeping n stoning in camp.

Time to wake my brain...

Current Location: in my room
Current Mood: lazy

November 3rd, 2007

ORDing (:

11/3/07 11:59 am

I had finally pulled my duffel bag accompanied by a colossal amount of other things back home. It feels exhilarating to be able to empty the things from the metal cupboard into my duffel bag. I wont have to go back to camp to sleep officially from this Sunday night onwards!! ORD!!!

I'm really feeling rather broke, im gonna start seeing red in my bank statement soon if i'm not gonna start working soon. It is really so arduous to be financial independent when i have so many restrictions from my dad. He always live by 'making money is never easy'. Im not even allowed to speculate in stocks without his acknowlegement and approval. I guess i can start making money through the honest way... I still want my VW Beetle!!!

Received another new pic from my ord function. Was with Glenn in this pic.

Current Mood: geeky
Current Music: Faith Hill - Lost

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October 31st, 2007

chalet yet again...

10/31/07 04:05 pm

Chalet...
Im going for a chalet again tonight...
Guess what... it is my army company's chalet!! *exasperated*

Sounds ridiculous?? We had been staying in e same bunk for like 5 days a week, n yet they still want to cater a chalet for us. Moreover, we have to chip in money for e chalet. I rather they just use e chalet money to pay for our 1206... my piggy bank is rather slimming down at a rate that is too scary for me to even monitor.

Hopefully i will be able to pass the job interview that is slated for me next thurs.

Time to prepare for my chalet, still have to head back to camp to help to drive over the cookhouse food!! They really know how to make use of people that drives... my car is so gonna stink of all e fried oily food. *eeeewww...*

Chateting time...

Current Mood: annoyed
Current Music: Aly & Aj - Potential Breakup Song

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October 28th, 2007

my deadjournal...

10/28/07 07:22 pm

Awww...
I haven been updating my livejournal in a long long time. This is because i just changed my com to a macbookpro, which is in the apple centre's sickward now before i can even explore much of it. It is being sent for repair because it will emit static which causes a painful tweakling sensation, a total disappointment for a 4k product!! Paid so much for a laptop that isnt even grouded properly.

1 more week to my ORD day!!
2 years just fly pass so quickly... Okie... There i was ever whining and complaining about the slow and agonising time in camp. I'm even starting to miss my camp now, wth!!!
Alright, it is my campmates that i miss and totally not the outfields and area cleanings.

We just had our ord function at meritus like 2 weeks ago, haven manage to receive all the photos that were taken on that night until now. So whoever is reading this now, please send me those pics that we took!!!

Will just post whatever pictures that i have in my com now...

Snapped a few pics of my dog Youme recently, she is still as hyperactive as ever!!!

She was too engrossed in chewing her treat to even notice that i was taking photos of her.

Snapped this photo when she was about to fall asleep... zzz...

Time to start packing my things to book in... My 2nd last book in (:
Ciao~

Current Mood: jubilant
Current Music: Bell X1 - Eve. The Apple of My Eye

Faith Hill

10/28/07 01:03 pm

Just simply love this song (:

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September 17th, 2007

Mandy Moore's version of Umbrella

9/17/07 08:34 pm

This song just feel so so so different from the original song.

Mandy Moore did wonders to the remake of this acoustic version! Thumbs up!!

Ayumi Hamasaki playing Wii

9/17/07 05:48 pm

Lazy lazy monday...

9/17/07 04:40 pm

Jon Mclaughlin - Beautiful Disaster

I'm so hooked to the tune of this song, it is gonna be one of the most played song in my itune soon.
This is not a remake of Kelly Clarkson's beautiful disaster if you are even wondering.

What a lazy lazy lazy monday it had been for me, it totally just feels like an extended sunday. Had been home lazing and bumming around the whole day. I shall not complain, at least it is better than being jailed in camp doing all the mindless and mundane stuffs.

I guess the only productive thing that i accomplished today was that i managed to drag my lazy ass out of my house for a swim downstairs. I managed to swim 40 laps, 40 x 50m = 2km!! What an achievement for me!! Im finally starting to burn all those stubborn fats away from my tummy.

Current Mood: crappy

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September 14th, 2007

Emerson Hart

9/14/07 09:30 pm

Oh yes!! Im so so so in love with this song right now...

Emerson Hart - If you're gonna leave

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