A life lived in fear is a life half lived

Wow... it had been mths since i actually entered an entry.

I had been... Busy?? Nah... i guess im just too lazy to type. Had been just occupying my days with my nokia job, im surprised by how diligent am i. Had never knew i could put up with so many hours of standing for such a pathetic pay cheque.

Im still single, still crazy over sex and the city, still yearning for an apple iphone, still waiting apprehensively for the commence of my uni life.
2 more months till the start of school, i really need to start getting my brain to work!!!

Sex and the city was really FABULOUS!! Oh ya... like can my description get any more gay. Kristen Davis a.k.a Charlotte York was really so so so fantastic and her acting was so outstanding. I'm so gonna catch it for e 2nd time. Hellloooo Lovers....!!!

Cough... Fever... Sore Throat... Flu... Can i get even more sick??

Sigh, i had been having this fever on and off for the past 3 days, the highest it went was 40 degrees, I felt like im on e verge of dying. Mom had to send me down to e hospital in e middle of e night to get an injection on my butt. My right butt cheek was numb for like 2 days after the injection. I think i must had contracted this 'dunno wtf' virus at my workplace, as i deal with so many customers everyday.

Looking at the brighter side, i haven't been able to enjoy 3 full days of off days in the longest time. I had been so busy working my ass off over at Nokia. Why am i working so hard?? It is all for the cause of my NYC trip this coming march!!

I'm totally filled with anticipation over the NYC trip, there r so many things that i wanna do.
1) Sex & the city tour
2) Shoop... Shooop... Shoooop...
3) Some sight seeing i guess... I suppose im meeting niq to watch e Niagara Falls. I so wanna drive over from Manhattan, but i have to do it discreetly without my paranoia mom finding out as she is so against me driving in countries which practises driving on the left side. But what is US without a road trip!
4) Wondering whether will i be able to meet Clara over at US... Hopefully she manages to plan a trip that will coincide with my stay there.

My 21st birthday is drawing closer day by day, but i'm just not enthralled by it. The thought of organizing a party is such a turn off, i hate to trouble myself with all these unneccessary stuffs. Alrighty, in another words, im just plain LAZY... Tentatively, i will be holding my birthday celebration with 2 of my other friends at this cafe called Global Sound which is situated at Ann Siang, for those that r coming and dunno where it is, pls GOOGLE it!!

Time for my daily dosage of F.R.I.E.N.D.S!! Dad bought the whole entire collection of Friends for me (:
This was how i actually spent my 3 sick days, sleeping and friendsing...

Guess what!! I actually went for Linkin Park's concert last night... although i barely know their songs well enough to actually sing along, i mean SHOUT along. This is my 3rd concert of the year so far, after Christina Aguilera's and Black Eyed Peas. I have to say Christina's concert was still the best out of these 3, cause i paid for the tix!!! *biasness*

But yaaaa... i still managed to shout along with those few famous tunes like crawling, faint, numb... the rest i dun even really know the song title. Oh well, i shan't complain when i did not pay a single cent for their concert. I have to say that i'm really very amazed by how Chester can shout and shout and shoooouuuuuttttttt through the whole concert without actually losing his voice. It took me just to a few songs before i can barely shout anymore...

Working at cali fitness tmr again... Sigh!!
Hopefully i will manage to get at least 3 customers up to cali, i wanna earn some commissions... any supporters??

It looks so much better than what britney had actually performed.
She is really just too lazy nowadays.

I had been lazing around for the last few days, i'm slowly getting accustomed to this kind of lifestyle.
Spending the day at home and the night out suppering/chilling out with friends.

I had always been looking forward to taking a "sabbatical", but this sabbatical that i had always envisaged is starting to feel over-rated. Although life is carefree and I can be insouciant to whatever is happening around me, I don't seem to be enjoying much of it. I'm starting to envy my peers who r either studying or working now, at least they have a goal to work towards which might turn out rewarding. I suppose humans will never ever be satisfied with their current situation. Only when we indulge in reminiscence that we will remember how enjoyable life was actually at that point of time which we weren't even aware of.

I'm really looking forward to my nokia job interview tomorrow, really hope that i will be accepted. It might be a stepping stone for me as my dad was advicing me to keep my options open, don't solely think of working in the financial sector.

Darren Hayes's new album actually consist of quite a number of gems. I think he is one of the most under-rated artist for now. I only got to know recently that he had came out of the closet, old news for many i suppose.

Was at my mom's friend's petshop today.
There was this 2yrs old Beagle that is up for adoption.
She was so chubby and cute!!! She just laid down for me to stroke her back.

I want it so badly... I had always wanted a Beagle.
But my mom said our jack russell at home is already such a rascal, we cannot afford to have 2 hyper-active dogs at home. Sigh...

What does dogs do most of the time??

Ans: SLEEP

This is especially true for my dog, when there is nobody playing with her, she will just spend her day sleeping away.



Snapped this photo of her napping away this afternoon.
She has all the funny sleeping positions... n only recently that she learnt to appreciate the dogbed that i had bought for her.

Today was my first day working (:

I feel so USEFUL today!!! My anorexic piggy bank is finally gonna start gaining weight again (:

Working as a outdoor sales promoter for cali gym is actually more tiring than i had envisaged it to be. My back is totally aching now, as a consequence of the long hours of standing around. No wonder people is always complaining that sales job are the most tedious and arduous.

Maylene and I managed to pull 6 people in, althought 3 of the 6 were actually our friends. Ha... so in actual fact we had only pulled 3 people up to cali for the tour, PATHETIC!!!

But the crowd at Novena velocity is like so family orientated, it is actually rather difficult to find people who are willing to spend 15mins of their time to visit gym. Alas, we spent most of our time just chit-chatting, laughing... and of course SHOPPING!!! Thank goodness i did not buy anything today, im practising self-constrain now. The first step to a leading a frugality life is to practise self-constrain. Maybe i should just leave my atm card home the next time when i know im goin "window" shopping with my friends.

Tomorrow will be another long day for me. I will be heading down to the raffles branch to do promoting. Hopefully i will get at least 2 people up to the gym. *fingers crossed*

Time to head back to bed for my beauty sleep.

Goodnight (:

I impulsively bought a pair of Fred Perry shoes yesterday!!
Which means i'm even more broke now!! I have to really declare bankrupcy soon... Dunno whether will i still get any army pay for the last time. I really need to start getting allowance from my mom if i'm not gonna get my nokia job soon.
My interview is being postponed from tomorrow to the following Tuesday, because that guy that suppose to interview me din realise that tomorrow is a public holiday. Urgh... so my job is being delayed again.

Anyway, tomorrow i will be working as some promoter for cali fitness novena for a day. Hopefully i will be able to at least drag one person to sign up for e tour. Working on a public holiday... what a life!!

HURRAY!! I finally overcame my laziness to change my email add, which i had always wanted to change it but i was just succumbed by laziness.

My new email/msn add is byranosaurus@hotmail.com

Do add my new addy onto ur msn contact list, as i will slowly abandon my old msn add... Thanks (: