A life lived in fear is a life half lived

wow, a lil eerie tho. hehe

http://www.nadinejarvis.com/projects/carbon_copies

Carbon Copies
Pencils made from the carbon of human cremains. 240 pencils can be made from an average body of ash - a lifetime supply of pencils for those left behind.



Each pencil is foil stamped with the name of the person. Only one pencil can be removed at a time, it is then sharpened back into the box causing the sharpenings to occupy the space of the used pencils. Over time the pencil box fills with sharpenings - a new ash, transforming it into an urn. The window acts as a timeline, showing you the amount of pencils left as time goes by

And now, I have a subfolder in my FYP folder called "USELESS CRAP". Stuff which we wasted our time reading, but couldn't be used. But stuff which should not be deleted 'just in case'. So to organise the clutter, 80% of all the articles have went into "USELESS CRAP".

Wowszer note tags. I should get these for my female frens and clients. Maybe the very gay ones too. Hehe.

http://youngandbrilliant.net/post/289314387/hana-fusen-note-tags-each-petal-of-the-flower



Hana Fusen Note Tags: Each petal of the flower peels off to make a note tag just like the rhyme “he loves me, he loves me not.” Place a “bouquet” in your pen stand or a glass and use the petals for bookmarks and labels.

Our first overseas competition... and our first SILVER MEDAL!!!

It was really a moral booster to everyone in the team. Furthermore it's a 1000m race, never expect to win for we were there to give our best shot. Glad we did well!

Not to forget all the delicious food we had there:

Supper @ eating place beside Gurney Plaza. Was so bloated that i decided to talk a slow walk back to the hotel which is about 1km + away...


Dim sum for our sunday brunch! only RM177 for 14 pple...

Time to take a rest from DB for the next few weeks, while i prepare to welcome the new year... :)

Completed my 2nd Marathon at the SCM 09... Felt perfectly fine as i didn't bia thru the course. Glad to be able to finish the run together with JL in about 6hrs 27min 30s. Shall continue to train and go for adidas sundown together with JL.

my fren gave me this youtube link. i jested asking if he wanted to buy me that apartment. turns out that this is the last song that his fren sang during their trip. her family was at the beach when the tide came in and took her son. she went to look for him but never came back :~(

Cummable

http://www.beccyridsdel.co.uk/





more@
http://www.beccyridsdel.co.uk/

busy bee. buzzbuzzbuzz

Wed
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accompanied client to orchard clinic for a medical checkup
taitai wif huge blingblings+ferragamoshoes commented, "wah so good ar, accompanied yr client to the clinic", chatted wif me, and asked for my namecard.

and of all things, i dont have my namecard wif me. *snores*
she gave me her no instead, and asked me to check some insurance stuff for her.
yay~`

actually i was quite surprised at the clarity of insurance questions dat she posed, ie. she knows what she wants.

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lunchied wif ubercrispy and shopped around a lil before heading back office to submit insurance stuff

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headed home to do some more paperwork before meeting up jonjc+xiaohao @jurongpt
bumped into weixiang+beau

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tis' 4am i need to sleep
2molo gota work.

miaoz.

Not this time around. =p
Maybe its because I only had one core to register for, and I managed to get the exact slot I wanted.
Now, its just hoping that I get the electives that I waitlisted for!

blahblahblah transfer marnee to my account for steamboat and jasonbloodnite 's birdday pressie

*piak*

chainsaw woodcraft

Reformed alien, now it's only Kellogg's Raisin Bran Crunch for him

Meet alien, Miles Melman in this exclusive video.

I'm Yours(ukulele)


the change of lyrics' refreshing

more@
http://www.youtube.com/profile?user=uke3453&annotation_id=annotation_170612&feature=iv#p/a

Oh, and Christmas songs are being played all around town already. Damn. I really hate this period. Really makes me aware of the fact that I am antisocial, have few friends, and ultimately am alone.

You know, I think I know the reason why I tend to spend more on shopping during the Christmas sales than the GSS. Because there's no celebratory atmosphere around then. So there's not much reason for me to indulge in retail therapy too much.

I'm starting to feel a little worried about my job hunt. Okay most of the marketing people aren't employed yet (and I guess the only people close to getting a job are the 4 girls at Samsung pre-MA internship now) but its still really getting into me.

Honestly, if I don't get a job offer before graduating, I won't go for my grad trip. Cause I know I'll be too preoccupied and worried to properly enjoy myself there. So, I might have to say goodbye to my 2-week solo Japan trip, from Osaka to Sapporo to Sendai to Tokyo to Nagoya to Hiroshima to Fukuoka to Osaka and back. I can always take 2 weeks off to go to Japan once I start working (but yeah I know its easier said than done) but if I don't make the most out of an opportunity I might live to regret it.

Yes I'm really worried. I know that I don't really have a good reason to, but I don't feel secure. On the other hand, maybe it's a good thing that I didn't go into B&F. Hearing all the stories from my friends there really makes me feel quite bad. And now that its after the exams I've hopped around some of the blogs of the NBS people, and even the Marketing side people are all sending out applications too. Okay I shouldn't be surprised cause why shouldn't they, but hearing that makes me think of the competition andt hat makes me worry more.

On hindsight, maybe I should just have went into Accounting eh? Ah well, I should treat myself better, and make it a point not to worry, unless 1/3 the Marketing cohort gets employed and I haven't.

Okay, done my Xmas shopping for this year!



Think i'd just randomly give/luckydraw them during the xmas eve partee @myplace. The off-coloured one's something dat I bought but never gotten around using :P

Yea ,I'm this "sincere" when it comes to presents.

Cos actually hor, frens no need presents one lar, the gd company is enuff ;)